| So even though I havent updated in a while nothing to major has happened.
Spring break wasn't too exciting. While most college students were out skiing, partying and doing whatever I was in Kansas taking care of my sick grandpa and babysitting (4 and 11 years old boys).
They diagnosed him with bone cancer and its progressing wayyy too fast.
Doctor appointment today and the doctor wanted the whole family there.
That cant even be good.
Everything just got to me last night.
I bottle everything in and then go crazy and blow up.
Which isnt healthy...but I guess thats the way I am.
My grandparents are sick and possibly are both going to the hospital today.
School is getting harder....and deciding what I'm doing next year is stressful.
The boyfriend and I had some problems for the past 2 weeks and I cant stand it.
My bestfriend....I dont even know where to start with her. It sorta feels like a letdown.
I dont know what to do.
I am having one of my depressed, I'm mad at the world moods now.
I wish I could fix it.
On a better note I spend some quality time with my mom this weekend.
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| So I had to come home for a few days.
Story time.
I decided that I was going to leave NEO at 4 a.m. Wednesday morning so I could beat traffic in Tulsa and beat the sun when it came up. I achieved both of those. Only I started to get really tired when I got right outside of Tulsa (Sapulpa) so I called my mom so she could keep me up and to tell her happy birthday.
Apparently some girl had rearended her on her way to work. She was pretty shooken up. They took her to the E.R. in the ambulance on a stretcher. Goog thing I wasnt there to see it. Now her car is in the shop getting estimated and the truck is totaled. We get to drive a badass '05 Jeep Grand Cherokee Laredo now. Its pretty nice. My mom is alright though. Just majorly sore from the whole ordeal. Wow, what a birthday she had.
Braces were long overdue to get tightened. Now they are pretty baby blue.
Funeral yesterday. It wasnt as bad as I prepared myself for. The preacher read a letter that her 11 year old great granddaughter had written her. It was pretty intense and it started to get to me. I had fun talking to old family that I never see and telling them what was going on in my life. I need to visit them more often.
Dad and I decided that since we were already close to the cemetary (a different one) that we should head down there and see my great grandpas grave. I havent seen it for a few years.
We discovered that my great grandpa was buried there...my great great grandpa....and my great great great grandpa...all were buried there. Plus some other family members too. It was really neat. I wish I couldve stayed longer but I'm afraid if I wouldve I wouldve froze to death. It was sooo incredibly cold.
The family went to dinner last night at Chiles for my moms and my birthday. We had fun. I still have problems ordering and thinking about my braces at the same time. It took me a good hour to eat. Again.
NEO softball 2-0 Yah!
Now I'm about to head back to school. Practice tomorrow at 2. Whoohoo. Hopefully its not too cold.
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| So Facebook is simply amazing.
Reuniting with friends I havent talked to since 2nd grade.
Leaves me speechless.
I have so much catching up to do.
Softball opening day.
1 week from today.
Excited is what this girl is.
The boy is still awesome.
Better than ever.
Sweet talks. Deep talks.
Love it!
My mommy is coming to stay this Friday.
I miss her terribly.
Even though I saw her 2 weekends ago.
Homesick is for real.
It all just hit me too. I dont even know why.
So its 3:30.
I should probably sleep.
I cant pry myself away from here though.
Old friends are the best ever!
I miss them!
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| I just love how everything can turn around so quickly.
Life is going pretty good.
Minus the sickness. ---my body is too weak and i cant fight any illness off that fast.
Otherwise it couldnt be any better.
The boy is Amazing. Thats with a capital A.
Softball isnt so bad.
Classes are looking up.
Saw my parents and lovely little brother, who I missed so much, last weekend.
Gosh!! Splendid! |
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| Everything is going downhill!
I feel like running away.
Far...far away...... |
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